CXXXIX: A single leaf upon a stripling tree
O first and final leaf upon my tree
who will not live forever, but may be
a thread that ties together home and me
until I find a way to honor thee.
I never would have guessed that you would grow,
despite my faith from many years ago.
But grow you did, and thence, how could I know
that, years apart, I'd long to see you so?
The picture isn't quite enough to sate
my pining that refuses to abate.
Was I the cause of this untimely fate?
Was I the reason that I now must wait?
I will not know if it was up to me,
but now I know I long to visit thee.
